|
[ November 28th, 2005 @ 9:37pm ] |
|
|
|
[ November 26th, 2005 @ 10:52pm ] |
 this is where my heart belongs, but instead;
do you know that feeling when you are standing next to them and rest your cheek on their shoulder and they push their weight back into you. i have to imagine that is close to what completion feels like. and coming from him, it was unexpected.
are you dating anyone? no, not at all.
and i can't explain much of anything to him, but instead of cleaning rugs we talked about how i'm native american and it facinates him. and how he has only been to florida and cuba and when i said i would take him to new york with me, he said he would come.
so, photography is important to you? there's nothing else more important in my life.
and you went home and downloaded the bands off the stickers on the back of my car? my heart nearly skipped out of my chest cavity.
you're into basketball right? and nerdy shit on the computer oh, me too.
i am always sought after by men who i don't have too much in common with. but, are you supposed to be "with" the same person as yourself? wouldn't that become boring? dull?
i don't know, but i didn't make him any promises. because my heart is residing all over this crooked shaped state and i want to settle, but i'm not sure i could right now. yet i am too anxious to sleep because we work together five hours tomorrow.
|
|
|
[ November 21st, 2005 @ 8:51pm ] |

my beloved monster and me, we go everywhere together.
|
|